Thoughts.... why people dont think...

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don’t expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn’t, be content that it grew in yours.

One of my friend sent this to me and at the first it looks impressive statement which can be very motivating for the people who loose in their love but then I went on to read it again and thought that why to keep growing love for a person till eternity if the person can never have that for you.
If one keep on thinking of same person then he will not be able to move on in his life and will waste most of the life for nothing. In a way that will be the wastage of life which god has given as a gift. No one has a right to waste it for something which does not worth. I know that this can be hurting for some people but if we think from other view then it is always better to move on in life because if you will not move on then will remain stuck with only one person and that could be injustice with the people who love you more than that person.

Sometimes it really become difficult to understand why just one person become so important in one's life that they even forget the love they got from their parents and friends. This can be a usual thing because their comes a time in everybody's life that they need a companion to share life with and they can not imagine another person as their companion. But if they just give it some time instead of wasting life they could find another mate and if not mate then they at-least can do something good to the society.

Grow the love in your heart and nourish it with the kindness but do not get lost in that love only and remember to find some time for those who love you and for yourself.
God has given the life not just to achieve something but he gave the life to fully enjoy it.

Ended up in something different....

All that comes out from a person having a tough time are the words of philosophy. The same happened to me as well. It was just a few minutes break (as it seemed initially) and I who from past few days behaving like a person with no interest in life started to putting words together on a paper.

And like it always happen, I wanted to write about my present situation but ended up with writing about something else. Anyway it also doesn't seems that bad and somehow related to my problem. So, here it is.

क्यों??

जब देखता हूँ किसी लाचार को,
जीवन पथ पर उसकी हालत बेबस बेकार को|

मन में उठ खड़ा होता है एक सवाल,
जो ले जाता है नींद बन के मन का शूल|

कभी लगता है कि नींद तो मुझे कल भी आ जाएगी,
पर उस इंसान की मजबूरी क्या कभी दूर हो पाएगी|

क्या वो फिर से साधारण इंसान बन पायेगा,
या फिर उसका मन कभी उस बेबसी को भूल पायेगा|

फिर मैं पूछता हूँ उससे जो कहता है खुद को भगवान,
जब देनी थी इतनी तकलीफें,
तुने फिर क्यों बनाया इंसान!!!

Tough time ahead....

All the philosophy comes out when a person is facing a hard time. For the last few days I am also undergoing in the same situation. I hardly make any status update on social networking sites but from last few days I have been doing that continuously and that too contained something very philosophical or very emotional. To add upon this, I who added just a few post to this blog have added multiple posts last few months and that contained even a self written poem. When someone starts doing this kind of stuff just consider him as going through something difficult.
It was the greatest confusion of my life which screwed up most of things which I liked. It is enough of the confusion in life and this is the time to move out of it. The problem of this confusion lied in my habit of not telling anyone if I don't like something. It was the habit of making everyone happy but now after I realize that it is impossible to please everyone, I have started to being more truthful and in other words will behave bad ;)
As a first thing I cleared up the stuff I had for a girl. She was a good friend of mine and from long time I had feeling in my mind that I liked her but from last few months I realized that I never liked her. So, I told her the truth (confessed) as we were just good friends because I never told her about my feelings. That resulted in a small fight but ultimately a delivered a peace in my mind.
The second thing I did was to tell a friend about her friend ;). Actually I hated that girl and all of the time I tolerated that girl because she was good friend of my good friend. But my quest of truth wanted me to tell this thing to my friend that I hated her friend and I did it. And this one did not ended up in a fight. I have big list of things to correct, lets see where does it go.

A news in the morning at train

It was a lazy morning and I was coming from home in the train.
Just than I realize the weather outside which was awesome and was a bit rainy, I then dropped a message to a friend of mine and asked her if she want to enjoy the day by taking a day off from work and hang out.
I expected her reply to come after at-lest one hour later but to my surprise I got an instant response from her and that reply was shocking for me as well. She responded that she was out of town and have a news for me but cant talk as she was traveling. I just then guessed what the news can be. I texted her back and asked if she got engaged and bingo!!! she was.
That news was so surprising after reaching my destination and tried to sleep for 1 hour but couldn't. This news gave me two feelings as an immediate reaction the first one was of happiness as she was waiting for this moment to come from very long and now her wait was over. Second feeling was an obvious feeling of tension because after marriage string between most of the friends becomes thinner and I did not wanted to loose her as she was one of my close friend, so I wrapped up both of these and texted her "Congo, BTW which city you are going to shift after wedding" and for some relief I got a city name which was near me. Now I am certain that this friend is not going to break the string because I will not let her do that after all she is going to be in the city next to me but one thing is for sure, life will not be same after her marriage because there will be friend less to hangout with.
This happened just early in the morning but for all of the day I was praying to the god to make life of this girl very happy and give all the happiness as she step in new life and starting a new phase of her life. God bless her.

An engineer.....

It was a routine day of my night shift when I got a call from network team that they need my computer for urgent resolution of a project related network issue. And dang!!!! I got few free hours but had nothing to do as I was alone in the office. and hence this creation came:

एक इंजीनियर

भोर के उजाले के साथ जब दिन निकलता है,
तब दुनिया को बदलने को कोई बिस्तर से उठता है|

सेहत की फिकर नहीं, ना ही चिंता खाने की,
लगी है धुन उसे तो बस कुछ कर दिखाने की|

कुछ नया करने को घर से जब निकलता है,
दफ्तर के काम को कर्त्तव्य समझ कर वो करता जाता है|

दफ्तर में भी आराम कहा उसने पाया है,
कभी सीनियर तो कभी कस्टमर, बस इसी में सर खपाया है|

रात के अंधियारे में लौटता है जो,
काम को ही पूजा मानता है वो|

फिर सोने से पहले करता है एक वादा,
की कल कर के कुछ है दुनिया को दिखाना|

अपनाया है जिसने नित्य नया करने की चुनौती को,
कहते हैं इंजीनियर  ऐसे ही कर्मयोगी को|