Sometimes some time becomes endless waiting time. This was
something happened to me one day.
It was Sunday and as usual I was totally free. I was not in
mood of doing anything but just to meet up a friend of mine who was accidentally
my best friend. I was in that mood because it was friendship day and most
probably the last one to spend together as she was engaged to someone and was
supposed to get married soon. And the same which happen to all friends of a
girl after she got married I was ready to be vanished from her life. Yes, friends
vanishes from their life because they do not even get time for themselves so
thinking of friends is a matter which is out if discussion.
So, in the very morning (my day start at 9:30 AM) I texted
this girl asking if she has anything planned for herself. I knew one thing
about this girl that though I consider her as one of my closest friend but she
do not have that much affection to me. For her I was just another friend or in
better words hardly a friend. She knew the fact of being her my closest friend
and to respect my feelings she used to gave me a bit attention. That day I got
a response from her "no, will tell you in sometime. BTW happy friendship
day" and I greeted her back for friendship day.
That message from her made me thought that we are going to
meet up and I waited for few hours then I realised that this sometime is
getting longer so I went out and had lunch. Till now I have realised that she
is going to take time to respond because as expected I has to be in the bottom
of her list. I called up a friend and asked where he is and then went on to
meet him just to find that he was already going to some wedding. Then I decided
to spend the day without thinking about her and headed to a mall. I decided to
do that because I thought if she called up then we can meet at that mall as she
liked that place.
Its been just half an hour that I was roaming around in the
mall and then I got a call from another friend. He wanted to meet me and I
asked him to come to the mall. He came and then for the rest of the day it was
two boys ogling at the girls.
Till the evening I became sure that the some time is not
going to end. Though I texted her sometimes in the day but did got response
just of one. I was angry from inside and not on anyone else, it was me upon whom
I was agree. I was thinking why I gave that girl so much importance if she doesn’t
give the same in return but from inside I knew that I cannot ignore her after
all she was one of my closest.
I was fed up of waiting till this time and wanted to be
alone so I escaped from this friend I was with at the mall by making an excuse.
I just wanted to be alone that time and did not wanted to talk to anyone. I
reached my home and talked to my mother for some time. No matter in what
condition you are, talking to mother will always give you a special kind of relief.
Same happened to me but still I was not fully well so decided to watch a movie
one computer.
After watching the movie I went out for the dinner and while
returning from Dinner I got call from a friend. It was the one who went out for
the wedding. He was calling me to meet up. I took a u-turn in few minutes I was
at his home. We went to some place of some other friend and spend some hours
with them.
When I reached home
clock was ticking at 12 but I was yet to get response of some time. Sometimes
we know what others value us but still we make mistake of hoping from them. I
know it was difficult for her but she would have told that to me in the first
message itself that she might not get time to meet up.
I knew that her time was important and did not wanted to
waste her whole day with me, it was just that I wanted to meet and greet my
closest friend on friendship day.
Whatever that had happened between us she is still my
closest friend and if its the matter of finding value of some time, that I will surely find out some day....
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